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Jun 12, 2007

In Which I Sit, Guilty

A few days, no kids. Vacation. Alone time. Sitting down. My feet don't hurt at the end of the day. The first night I slept 12 hours. Amazed by the amount of coherent thoughts that run all the way through my head. Conversations not interupted. Quiet. Taking a few days as ordered from my wife.

Guilty.

Guilt.

Julia is sick. Up all night. Käri is exhausted. I should go home. I am pulled- yet not going, yet. Anxious, but okay.

Let go of the guilt, Let go of the guilt, Let go of the guilt, Let go of the guilt...

3 comments:

Stacy Ferguson said...

Let go of the guilt is right, girl!! Enjoy some time to yourself, as you deserve it!! Now, if more than 4 or 5 of the kids get sick, get your ass home to help Kari!!

Sheesha said...

Ditto Stacy's.....

TruLove said...

Stacey and Alicia said it, I third it. I think that means that the motion has passed...right. (But, I also understand completely that you feel guilty. That is the curse of motherhood!)